Since I had to work on my birthday, we decided to celebrate it on Saturday. My cravings told me I should go to Tucanos, and boy, were they right! I told Bryan ahead of time that I did not want to rush, I would just sit and eat until I was absolutely full. I eat so slow these days that I can eat for a long time...especially when there's that much variety! On a regular day, that much food would've kept me going for the rest of the day...but since I'm sharing this food with my baby, I ran out a lot faster. We wanted to go to a couple of stores after, but it was FREEZING! Tiffany couldn't even smile for the picture. And the crazy thing is that there were TONS of people at the Gateway mall, and a lot of kids with hardly any warm clothes. We didn't make it very far...
No, I don't feel like I'm 24...I went a whole year without feeling like I was 23, so you can imagine. I honestly still feel like I'm that 18 year old college girl still figuring life out. Then I stop and think that I'm about to become a mother of 2 and my husband is turning 30 this year...then it starts to hit me...time is going and I better start catching up to it! So I'm brainstorming all of my new years resolution goals, and striving to make this year a year for changes, growth, maturing, and enjoying what the present has to offer!

Christmas has come and gone!

We had a GREAT Christmas...especially when compared to last year... We had time to prepare and enjoy everything. Bryan had to work on the 24th for half the day, so I stayed home preparing for our Christmas Eve dinner. For that night, we also watched A Christmas Carol, and I thought it was a great movie! (no, I didn't know about the Christmas Carol story...) Then before Tiff went to bed, we got our new pajamas out to get ready for Santa. I have to say I was really surprised that Tiffany didn't try once to go and open the gifts...it's like they weren't even there.

As soon as Tiff went to bed, I got our stockings filled. I felt bad that Bryan had picked some things out for my stocking (last minute) but still...he ended up just wrapping them because I had already filled it with stuff I wanted! hehe...next year I'll leave it up to him!
I'm glad Tiffany doesn't understand enough about Christmas to want to wake up super early...We woke up at our usual time and got ready for the gifts. She first got her stocking and loved everything that was in it...
Then I had her open the gifts I knew would be the least interesting to her...her clothes. And sure enough, she would just open and throw them out and go to the next one. Then we had her open her DVD's...we decided to sign up for the Disney Movie Club and they arrived on the 24th, which was perfect timing!
At last we gave her the big box. I know I was more excited about her gift then she was, but still, she's playing more and more with it and having a good time.
When Tiff was all done, it was Daddy's turn, then Mommy's turn, and this is what our living room looked like when we were all done. (you can see in the middle there my brand new sewing machine! I LOVE it and can't wait to get all my projects done!!!)
My brother and his family came over in the afternoon, when we made a real Brazilian Christmas meal and it was absolutely DELICIOUS! I couldn't stop eating! (my cravings got the best of me!) We exchanged gifts and the kids had a great time playing together.
When the twins woke up, we called our parents so they could see all their grandkids together...it was so cute seeing the four of them interact....Tiffany was as obsessed with the babies as ever...
At last Tiffany and Thomas were starving so they nicely shared their snacks while watching Toy Story...

It's starting to look a lot like Christmas!

I waited so long to download my pictures that I never any of our thanksgiving pictures and it's already Christmas time! As soon as we decided that we weren't going to be moving by the end of the year, I went ahead and got all of our Christmas decorations out!

Tiffany had a lot of fun this year decorating the tree. She wanted to help with everything and absolutely loved when the lights were turned on!
Bryan is always in charge of the lights. I know that when we decide to put lights all around our house he will be more than up to it!

Tiffany claimed her star from the beginning. So when everything was ready, she got up there with daddy and did a great job!

I'm super excited for Christmas this year. We are going to spend it at home and I can't wait to make a lot of good food. Today we baked all day. I need to take pictures of how everything turned out!

Ok, it's been waaay too long since I posted these pics here...I have started working some more because I found someone to watch Tiffany again, and the days that I'm home, I'm too sick to do ANYTHING (and I really mean anything!). But today Bryan is home helping me out, so I feel a lot better! Anyways, about this post! These pictures are from a couple of weeks ago when I went to Provo/Salt Lake to get everything I needed to get done! First I went to buy some silk flowers to make the personal flowers for my friend's wedding. She is getting married in Brazil this month and her sister who lives here took the flowers with her. I can't believe I didn't take any pictures, but they turned out really good for a silk bouquet and I was just very touched to be able to be part of her wedding even though I can't be there. After that we went to visit Bryan's aunt who was leaving for Texas that week and luckily she lives only a street away from my friend Patty, who just had a baby, so we were able to go see them too!
This is Tiffany holding Camila, she was pointing at her and saying "nenem" (baby), she just LOVES babies, she wants to hold them constantly and she is so gentle...it makes me excited to see her become a big sister, she will be great!

We were on a real time crunch with everything we had to do that day, so right after we left Saratoga Springs, we headed to Salt Lake for a playdate at the Discovery Museum at the Gateway. What a fun place for kids. There's just so much for them to do!
Tiffany really liked the market, we went around shopping for a while and she loved all the pretend food.

This was cute, she would grab an item, "scan" it, and then just type on the cashier...I have a video of her...it was so funny!
Because there's so much to do, they spent most of the time playing by themselves, but we got them together a couple of times.
This was Tiff favorite toy...she just wanted to get in and out, in and out, until a kid hurried and got in before she could and she got so upset!

All in all, it was a great day...we saw lots of friends, some family, but I stayed way too long without eating and made myself too sick...
This was after the first big snow storm...Tiff kept calling the snow "bubbles".

Tiffany's announcement!

(don't worry, I taped the lid and cleaned the whole thing before I let her touch it! hehe)

It's official... baby #2 in on the way! I found out about a month ago and I was actually quite surprised! We had decided to try for another baby but things were a little crazy. We kept making some life decisions that seemed like they would work better if I didn't get pregnant, then I just really thought I wasn't so I stopped worrying about it. Anyways, my period didn't come when I expected so I decided to do a pregnancy test and was honestly thinking that it was just going to give me some peace of mind by telling me I wasn't pregnant, so I could really stop worrying about it. To my surprise, the test was positive, and I remember it took me half an hour just sitting there for it to start sinking in. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I wasn't happy, I was just shocked because I really thought it wasn't going to happen and we were just going to wait and see how our situation would change to try again. But then I was faced with the fact that I was going to go through everything again, the discomforts of pregnancy, delivery, and new baby. It honestly was hard for me, and I'm not the type of woman that LOVES everything about pregnancy. But I have been reminded almost daily of the blessing and privilege that is to be able to have and raise our own children.

I did great for about two weeks. I really wasn't feeling any symptoms except for fatigue...I could sleep all day and night (and still can!). I was even getting hopeful that this time around I wouldn't get sick, but that was SO silly of me. It seems like all of the sudden it hit me: nausea, bloating, sensitivity for smell, dizziness, and even more fatigue. I spent the last week just laying on the couch...so you can imagine what my house looks like! Then Thursday I had to go back to work, and that was just plain torture. I would get lightheaded constantly and just the sick feeling made it very hard, but luckily my managers were very understanding and just let me take as many breaks as I needed.

Yesterday we went to the Dr. for the ultrasound. For some reason the image was kinda fuzzy, but we could see the baby and the heartbeat. I was relieved to know that everything was OK, I like to wait for the ultrasound for a confirmation! We thought at first that I was 8 1/2 weeks but the ultrasound measured 7 1/2 which I think is more accurate. So the due date is June 26, which is only two days after my dad's Birthday.

We are still carrying on with our plans and praying that everything will work out because we know it's Heavenly Father's plan for us right now. Somehow we will make it work and I'll be able to handle what's to come and a new baby, who I know will bring so much joy into our lives. Tiffany is more than ready to be a big sister, and she will love having someone to play with.